My Life Journal

Sunday, December 18, 2011

I'm sorry cupcakes

♥nishanrl

Friday, December 9, 2011

Poems : Having a Coke With You

HAVING A COKE WITH YOU

by : Frank O'Hara

Having a coke with you is even more fun than going to San Sebastian, Irún, Hendaye, Biarritz, Bayonne
or being sick to my stomach on the Travesera de Gracia in Barcelona
partly because in your orange shirt you look like a better happier St. Sebastian
partly because of my love for you, partly because of your love for yoghurt
partly because of the fluorescent orange tulips around the birches
partly because of the secrecy our smiles take on before people and statuary
it is hard to believe when I'm with you that there can be anything as still
as solemn as unpleasantly definitive as statuary when right in front of it
in the warm New York 4 o'clock light we are drifting back and forth
between each other like a tree breathing through its spectacles

and the portrait show seems to have no faces in it at all, just paint
you suddenly wonder why in the world anyone ever did them

I look
at you and I would rather look at you than all the portraits in the world
except possibly for the Polish Rider occasionally and anyway it's in the Frick
which thank heavens you haven't gone to yet so we can go together the first time
and the fact that you move so beautifully more or less takes care of Futurism
just as at home I never think of the Nude Descending a Staircase or
at a rehearsal a single drawing of Leonardo or Michelangelo that used to wow me
and what good does all the research of the Impressionists do them
when they never got the right person to stand near the tree when the sun sank
or for that matter Marino Marini when he didn't pick the rider as carefully
as the horse

it seems they were all cheated of some marvelous experience
which is not going to go wasted on me which is why I am telling you about it

—Frank O'Hara

♥ nishanrl

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Dreams

I always have that dream, usually at the beginning of the month

And days or week after that dream it happens,

It's been about a year I have that dream and keeps happening after it

I don't know why it always happen, even I never think about it, and never want it to happen

This month I've got that dream, but it still not yet come....

I wonder, do I should be sad or happy?

Because when it happens sometimes it can make me so happy and a little bit sad

Hope it's gonna be OK ...............

♥nishanrl

Sketch

My friend help me to finished this Art final task

At first there's no fire on the top of the photo, because I want to make it look sweet

But my friend said just make it like it's burning to make it look dramatic LOL

So yes here's the result

Thankyou so much, bi...

♥nishanrl

Bedah Kampus Universitas Indonesia 2011

3rd December 2011

Yesterday, me and my friends when to University of Indonesia to join

Bedah Kampus UI 2011

We took train from Bogor to Pondok Cina and walked to big hall

The show was opened with percussion, dance, and drama from UI colleger then continued with motivation talk from "alumni" and UI colleger.

Laga Tari UI

The venue was so crowded, all stand was full of people hehe and I was thinking maybe all these people also want to enter University of Indonesia, oh God it's mean the competition to study there is really huge!

Hmmm.........

About at 10 AM the faculty stand was opened, I went straight away to Psychology stand with Deyang cause we both really want to continue our study to psychology in UI, and we saw other faculty stand too